..it's my life..

..long time..

2008-01-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

..it's been a long time since my last login here in blogspot.. i made few blogs recently but when I visited my blog here, i realized that I have so much memories left here that I can't let this go...wala pa ring papalit sayo... :) ..iba ka pa rin...

..anyway, it's my rest day tonight and i'm blogging...i dont have anything to do right now..this is the first week i have my broadband connection so i'll make the most out of it..earlier this day, after my shift, I slept..... I slept till 6PM! hehe...then I went to Rob Pioneer for groceries.. After that, empty.. I got nothing to do... So I turned on my laptop, connect to the Internet..and downloaded Season 7 of smallville using torrent..hehehe... It really takes a while to download a GIG of files..but it's worth the time and electricity... I'm excited to watch Smallville... :P

..i missed blogging...so... it's really nice to be back and have this first post this 2008! This year was a good start for a new life..new perceptions...new laptop.., new account, new job description, new boss...almost everything is new so I'll make the most out of it... AJA thea! :D

What's a Meantime Girl?

2006-06-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

..this is a forwarded e-mail from one of my friends..i just kinda liked the message of it...hmmmm...hehehe... :P meantime girl?? hirap kya ng gnitong situation...masakit...iniisip ko plng, nsasaktan nko...haayy...bkit kc ang mga lalake...madalas manhid! meron nman..oversensitive...hayy....bkit nga ba???

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What's a Meantime Girl?

She's the one you call when you're bored because she
makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're
feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and
be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need
a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go
dancing with on a Saturday night. She's the one you
spend time with between girlfriends, before you find
"The One". You know, the one who you keep around in
the meantime.

She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't
look at her as a real" woman, either. She's not bitchy
enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in
that light. She's too laid-back, too easily amused by
the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's
too understanding, too comfortable? She doesn't make
you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman
does. But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and
attractive enough that when you're lonely or horny and
need intimate female companionship, she'll do just
fine. You don't have to wine and dine her because she
knows the real you already, and you don't have any
facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You're
not trying to get anything of substance out of her.

She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you
and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the
intimacy you need. And you know you don't have to
explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able
to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of
a relationship or that there's any possibility that
you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won't
bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on
your pants, say goodbye and go on a date with the
woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally
agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye
hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the
date went.

She's just so cool . . . why can't all women be like
that?! But deep down, if you really think about it
(which you probably don't because to you, the
situation between the two of you isn't important
enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's
really not fair. You know that although she would
never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all
her good points and all the fun you two have, you
don't think she's good enough to spend any real time
with. Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't
have to give in to your needs? She could play the
hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she
really wanted to. But you and she both know that she
probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too short,
or a little overweight or has a big birthmark on her
forehead, or works at Taco Bell.

Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot
of really great qualities but has left out the ones
that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she
remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast
companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching
for your goddess who will somehow be everything you
ever wanted in a woman. You'll joke to her that she
should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll
laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux. She
doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors
with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd.
She's safe. She doesn't want to be the center of
attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room.
But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be
special to someone, too. We all do. She has feelings.
She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger
and better heart than any woman you've ever known
because she's had A front-row seat to The Mess That Is
Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming
in you because although you've given her nothing,
absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.
Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more times
than I care to admit. I don't know the reason,
really, and at this point I don't even care. I just
want to let every guy know who's ever had the good
fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot
of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won't
be around.

2006-06-30T08:13:00.000+08:00

im into OPM right now...ganda ng songs...currently my favorites...haayyy....

Bakit Ba Inibig Ka?
Erik Santos Feat. Regine Velasquez

Ang sabi mo sa akin
Tayong dalawa'y magmamahalan lagi
Ang sabi mo sa akin
Tayo'y magtatagal
Tunay ang iyong pagmamahal
Ngunit ang lahat ng iyong pangako
Hindi makatotohanan
Kahit ito'y aking inaasam

Chorus
Bakit ba inibig ka
Ang puso ko ngyo'y nangangamba
Kung ika'y nararapat ko bang tanggapin
Bakit ba hindi ko magawang iwasan ang iyong tingin
Ngayon ang puso mo'y mayroong umaangkin

Dapat bang pigilin ang nadarama
Kahit tayo'y laging nagkikita
Wag na tayong umasa
Sa pag-ibig na ito
Masasaktan lamang tayo
Pagkat ang mga pangarap
Hindi mangyayari
Habang sa ati'y may nagmamay-ari

Repeat chorus

Hindi ko kaya ang mawala ka
Hindi ko kayang mag-isa
Tulungan mo akong malimot ka
Pagkat di na dapat pang ibigin ka
Repeat chorus

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Reward
Southborder

Father i didn't really know you
Mother you are so very far away from me
Hopeless birthdays made me cry
My heart kept saying: it's all right
Obviously that's how it was meant to be
Now i know
There was a reason for it all
And i am not lonely anymore
I got my reward
That's why i am loved

I have you
A lover and a friend
You are everything i need
You are the sun the air i breathe
Without you, life wouldn't be the same
Please never go away
And if you go then don't forget to take me with you

The love that i gave was used against me
Honesty seemed a foreign and old-fashioned word
Maybe i just don't understand'cause i'm a stranger in this land
Even friends failed to make me feel at home
Now i know
There was a reason for it all.
..Jestes moja nagroda
You are my reward

..puerto galera vacation..| 03302006 |

2006-06-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

..pinoy ako..our baguio trip!

2006-06-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

..I LOVE YOU..

2006-06-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

..i love this story..very touching..

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?”
I felt disappointment grabbing me.“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?I felt so sad; I thought he would remember my birthday.

He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted…
“Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell meI put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls, shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~
I love you~”
It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life

..a love note..

2006-06-18T14:24:00.000+08:00

One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies.
Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night.
The girl then asked the boy topull overbecause she wanted to talk.
She told himthat herfeelings had changed & that it was timeto moveon.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passedher afolded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver wasspeeding downthat very same street.
He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived.
Remembering thenote, shepulled it out & read it.

"Without your love, I would die."

..BREAKAWAY..

2006-06-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd prayI could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.

Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away
And break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky.
Make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I dont know where theyll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though its not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away

..untitled..

2006-06-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

..es2pidas sa tagaytay! :P

2006-06-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

..Peng You

2006-06-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

..love this song from PBB Teen Big Winner Kim..she really is a good example of a
kabataang pinoy...blessed with so much talents and very pretty..she's a princess
to me...here's her song Peng You - a chinese song which was translated to
tagalog version..Kim sang it with my fave band, MYMP...

Peng You
Kim Chiu Feat. Mymp

Sa lahat ng luha
Lagi kang may kasama
Sa gitna ng ulan
Karamay mo ako kaibigan
Sa tatahakin mong daan
Hindi kita iiwan
Hindi ka na mag-iisa, kaibigan

Chorus:

Peng you yi shen yi chi zou
Na xie ri zhi bu zhai you
Ating pagkakaibigan,
Di magbabago, kailanman
Peng you bu cheng gu tan gou
Yi shen peng you, ni hui dong
Kahit na magkalayo,
Nandito ka sa'king puso

(repeat chorus)
Yi ju hua, yi bei zhi
Kaibigan, kahit kailan

..wlang magawa

2006-04-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

..dahil ngdown ang RN, xempre petix ang lola ng 3hrs...hay...ang hirap plng maghintay ng oras lalo na pag magisa ka lng sa ofis...i mean, mag isa lng akong naiwan sa team nmin...mbuti nlng karmi at nanjan ka...ka-email chat ko...hehehe...kung hndi, nsira na cguro ulo ko kkhintay ng 4:30..

..kahapon ska nung friday eh nsa SM ako...xempre...sale kya!hmmm...nd guess what?? i finally bought a TV!!yey!!!it's a 21" Sony Wega Flat Screen TV..ohmygosh! iloveit!hahah...at khit d mshadong mlinaw ung reception eh ok lng...my unit is on the 5th floor kc tpos inner side p xa ng bldg. kya mejo mahina ang signal..i think i still have to buy a baron antenna? or a signal booster antenna for me to get a good signal...pero as of now, im happy kc malinaw ung channel 2..kapamilya kc ako eh...nyhahah...and i would love to watch PBB...this will be my first time to watch PBBTE..hope so!hehe...so im so excited...uuwi ako agad for that...ndi kc ko contented na nkikita ko lng ung site and blog ng PBB pra mlaman ko ung nangyyri s knina..i have to watch it for myself..haha!

..nweis, 21 mins to go...logout na! babush!

..friendster..

2006-04-15T04:54:00.000+08:00

..you can view my profile and add me up if you want... :)

..it's been a while..

2006-04-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

..this past few days mejo bc bchan mode ako...dami kcng work...nkakaexhaust!hay.. :(
..anyways, last last week nman eh enjoy ang buhay dhil sa puerto galera escapade nmin... :) bebe and i departed manila last March 31 at around 6:30AM..the other two couples followed the next day because of their scheds..we arrived at galera about 11:30AM..tpos nagstart kmi mghanap ng house where we can stay for two nights..we had a hard tym finding one since the rums were expensive and we have to stay there til sunday...thanks to guia kc meron xang contact dun and they gave us discounts..the best part is "we got a rum sa beachfront!" hehe.. :)

..day one: wla lng..hehe..pasyal pasyal lng muna kc we're not complete yet...nagswim lng kmi ni bebe mlapit sa shore...hehe...swim swim lng tpos pichur pichur.. :) ..tpos tingin ng view..dat nyt, sa labas kmi ngdinner kc special un..very romantic ang dating...hehe...ska bebe also wants to taste the food in mindoro..ung inihaw na "kebab" or chx bbq..tpos inihaw na liempo...hmmm...yummy tlga!

..day two: the reset of the gang arrived at about 10AM, kain lng cla then swim na agad...d pedeng sayangin ang oras coz we'll leave the next day afternun..we first took the banana boat ride...grabe! it was really fun! astig! it's my first time so i don't know the feeling pa riding a bananaboat...pero ang sarap tlga! ska masakit...kc ilalaglag ka tlga ng boatman ng mabilis kya msakit sa ktawan...i almost drank a bottle of seawater dhil dun...imagine we were floating in the middle of the sea nung hinulog kmi...at first i was scared kc bka may shark or whale or whatever...pero i was relieved kc msarap ung ride sobra! then we took a rest for about an hour after the ride tpos nagsnorkeling nman kmi...we went to an island full of corals then used our goggles and lifevest to see the fisher underwater...the boatman also gave some bread to feed the fishes...lumalapit tlga cla smin pag bnibigyan cla ng fud..hehe...nahawakan ko pa nga ung fishes eh...hehe...however, i got bruised on a coral nung npunta ko sa mababaw na side...i thought it was just a small bruise but when i got back on the boat, it was a big bruise pla...there were so many cuts on my legs...huhu...ang daming blood...pero d ko prin pinansin...the boatman advised to swim into the water for the cuts to easily dry which I did..pero namaga xa bigla...as in it was really reddish...i still didn't mind it..after dinner, the guys bought something to drink..i thought i could drink coz i got a lot of sleep but after we ate dinner, i slept..maybe bcoz the day was really tiring...

..day three: OMG!my wound got bigger...huhu...after breakfast, guia and i made pasyal to buy some pasalubong..we ate halohalo..(missed it already!)..others went swimming while bebe is sleeping...hehe..at around 3:15PM, we jumped into the ferry boat and left puerto galera...we arrived in Manila around 8PM...we had dinner at SM North then went home...

..the next day, my wound got blisters already and still not looking good...i got scared so last tues i visited a clinic in eastwood and had a dermatologist check my wound..she said it was the amoxicillin and betadine who infected the wound that's why it has blisters on it...she gave me some ointments for the wound...and a soap for my face and body!yah!for my face and body...i dont know the connection between my wound on my legs and my face/body..pero i still bought the soap...that's what doctora said eh!hmmm...i was scared because i might get infected by that wound and have "tetano"..wag nman sna...hayy...

..but being in puerto galera is really a great experience!!! :)

..sarap ng summer.. :)

2006-04-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

..view nyo nlng po ung pics nmin sa puerto galera..

http://theyz16.multiply.com

..add nyo nrin ako if you have a multiply account...

.. :)

..3 days to go..

2006-03-28T04:21:00.000+08:00

..dady and i are getting so excited on our upcoming trip to puerto galera...we will depart on March 31, 2006 then go back on April 2...the whole gang is coming with us again...it's our first summer getaway so we are soooooooooo EXCITED!!! :) i just hope we will enjoy our stay in puerto galera...and sna...ndi mashadong maraming tao... :)

..look inside my heart..

2006-03-24T03:08:00.000+08:00

..eto ung content ng card which daddy gave yesterday..nkakatouch ng heart..hmmm... :)

LOOK INSIDE MY HEART
and you will find
a secret place reserved for you
and you alone...

LOOK INSIDE MY SOUL
and you will feel my love
washing in waves over
every moment of our sharing...

LOOK INSIDE MY THOUGHT
and you will see
silver stars dancing our names
across the heavens...

LOOK INSIDE MY LIFE
and you will know
that love has etched your name
on my very soul...

..hayyy....srap ma-inlove... :P

2006-03-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

tagged by Karmi..

The rules:List seven songs you’re into right now. No matter the genre, whether [or not] they have words, or even if they’re any good, they must be songs you’re really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your blog along with your seven songs, then tag seven other people to see what they’re listening to.

7 Songs:

1. narda - Kamikazee

2. Crazy for You - MYMP

3. Where are you - Natalie feat. Justin Roman

4. Check on it - Beyonce Knowles

5. Stand up for Love - Destiny's child

6. Ligaya - Kitchie Nadal

7. Wag mo ng itanong - MYMP

7 People I Am Tagging

..wla...hehehe... :P

..03.23.2006..

2006-03-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

..this post is very special
because today is an important occasion for us..

..handling a relationship is not an easy task..you have to understand everything since it involves everything..from the clothes you wear to the places you go..from the people you go with to the things that you buy..you have to consider everything..you cannot decide for your own but you also have to consider what your partner thinks..being single is good..you will just have to decie for your own..however, being in a relationship is spectacular! you will experience all the good things life can give..loving is sharing it with someone who loves you unconditionally..accepting you for who you are..and loving you whatever shortcomings you undertake..now I can say my life is so complete…having a person who loves me as me and understands every mistakes i make..i could not ask for anything else in this world…our relationship may not be perfect but we manage to be perfect for each other..we may not be a couple made in heaven but we are a couple who learns all the lessons in life..building our relationship to grow and making ourselves a better people..

..bowling nman!

2006-03-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

..hmmm....last saturday nman npagtripan nmin ni dady maglaro ng bowling sa SM Megamall...before mnood ng movie, nagtry muna kming magblowling...heheh...first time ko...at ang hirap pla!ang bigat ng bola...lalo tuloy lumaki ung braso ko..prang legs na ng 4 yrs old...waaaahhhh...pero msaya!at dhil first timer ako, laging canal ung bola...cguro 80% ng game eh napunta sa canal ung bola...hay...pero at least ung 20% eh may tinamaan..hahaha...grabe...sarap magbowling!sarap tlga!!ksama ko pa c dady...sarap!! ang saya ko this weekend...nkakapagod pero masaya!hahaha...

..eto pics nmin... :P

..EK na!

2006-03-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

..last friday, SAT9PMB went to Enchanted Kingdom...

..hayyy...srap!!nkakawala ng stress....ngunit!nkakawala din ng kaputian kc sobrang init at wla pakong cap!!waaaaahhh...anyways, enjoy nman kc ksama ko teammates ko sa L2S..sna maulit ulit...once in a blue moon lng kmi mkapag team building eh...all star team kc...wlang ibang mageemail and magchachat..hehehe...happy ako sa team ko...feeling ko im so blessed lalo na sa mga TLs ko...hay...whattaday! :P

..pichur pichur!

2006-03-07T03:34:00.000+08:00

..nman!

..magkamukha na yta kmi ni bebe...mrami ng nagsabing mgkamukha kming dalawa..pero ang hndi ko yta mtatanggap eh ung gnito..

ako: "tita, c eugene po..boyfriend ko.."
bisita: "tlga? mukhang mas bata kysa syo ah.."

..CRADLE SNATCHER??!! duh!d yta ko ppyag dun!mukha daw akong mas mtanda ky eugene!!!waaahhhh...d un maaari!hmmmp!!

..haayy..

2006-03-07T03:26:00.000+08:00

..minsan naisip ko...bkit klangan mging malungkot pgkatpos ng ksiyahan?? bkit klangan mangyri ung gnito?? haayy...sna mging maayos na ang lahat...sna bumalik kna...namimiss na kta...

..mommy, uwi kna...happy birthday!iloveyou!

..haayy..

..tyo na sa pool..

2006-02-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

..nyahaha! last saturday nagswimming kmi sa isang resort sa bulacan..bago kc kya ayos! hehe..at first ntatakot pa kmi ni bebe tumalon sa pool kc ang taas ng araw..mgiging negneg at nognog kmi...pero dahil excited kming magswimming at syang nman ung entrance fee kung d kmi magsswim eh keri nrin!haha..ayan tuloy, negro at negra na kmi!nyahaha!pero oks lng...enjoy nman eh...ksama nmin family ko na super sabik sa swimming pool!haha!cute nga ng pic ng babybubot ko ksama ng whale eh...magkamukha na cla...haha!..pareho clang cute!hehe..loveyoubaby!..summer na!swimming time na!ang saya! :P

..miss ko na cla..

2006-02-25T01:53:00.000+08:00

..miss ko na rin tong mga to...wla nga lng c karmi sa pic pero miss ko nrin c karmi xempre! wla lng kc akong pic d2 sa PC ko sa ofis na kumpleto kmi eh...klan kya ulit kmi makukumpleto? haayy...uwi na karmi! :P

..grad pic!..

2006-02-21T03:06:00.000+08:00

..this pic was taken after our graduation day...i introduced this person to my family as my best friend that time..we didn't know that our friendship will grow into something different..something deep and special..good things happened..special feelings..then before year 2005 ends, i introduced him again to my family...but now..as my very first boyfriend..and hope to be the last..

2006-02-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

..this pic was taken when we were in baguio for a vacation..ang kulit!haha!

2006-02-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

..my L2S buddies..

..ksama sa badminton at pichur pichur! and of course..my good friends.. :P

2006-02-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Araw-araw na lang

Ay naghihintay sa 'yo

Nananabik na mahagkan at mayakap ka

Iniwan mong alaala

Ang s'yang lagi kong kasama

Bakit kapag wala ka

Sadya bang kulang pa

Bakit kaya gano'n

Ang s'yang nagdarama

Sa bawat sandali hanap ka ng aking mata

Marahil ay ikaw na nga

Sa akin puso ang ligaya

Dahil sa 'yo ako'y wala nang hahanapin pa

Ikaw ang pag-ibig ko

Ang tawag ng damdamin

Ang mabuhay nang wala ka

Ay hindi sapat

Dahil kailangan ko

Ay laging ikaw

Nasa t'wina'y nagtatanaw

Sa aking puso'y may tinatangi

Ang nag-iisang ikaw

Bakit kaya gano'n

Ang s'yang nadarama

Sa bawat sandali hanap ka ng aking mata

Marahil ay ikaw na nga

Sa akin puso ang ligaya

Dahil sa 'yo ako'y wala nang hahanapin pa

Ikaw ang pag-ibig koAng tawag ng damdamin

Ang mabuhay nang wala kaAy hindi sapat

Dahil kailangan ko Ay laging ikaw

Nasa t'wina'y nagtatanaw

Sa aking puso'y may tinatangi

Ang nag-iisang ikaw

Kahit na ano'ng mangyari

Magmamahal pa rin sa yo

At ang lagi kong iisipin

Mahal mo rin ako

Ikaw ang pag-ibig ko

Ang tawag ng damdamin

Ang mabuhay nang wala ka

Ay hindi sapat

Dahil kailangan ko

Ay laging ikaw

Nasa t'wina'y nagtatanaw

Sa aking puso'y may tinatangi

Ang nag-iisang ikaw

2006-02-14T02:00:00.000+08:00

..happy heart's day!..
..it's nice to know that you have someone beside you during this day..
..grabe..srap kiligin..sarap mainluv...
..haayy...buti nlng at ksama ko ang bebe ko..
..buti nlng at mahal na mahal nya ko...
..hay...sarap tlgang magmahal at xempre..mahalin..
..wishing u all a happy valentine's day! :P

2006-02-10T02:50:00.000+08:00

ive been tagged by karmi..

Ten Random Things

Instructions: You are to post 10 random things about you. No thinking so much on an item. Must be random and quickly written. Then tag 3 more people, and tell them they’ve been tagged. Copy + Paste this and replace the 10 things the previous poster posted. And…this is lame.

1. i love to eat Fettucine Alfredo of Fazolis, Kipp's chicken, and palabok fiesta of Jollibee.
2. my favorite movies are Serendipity, If Only, My Sassy Girl and A Moment to Remember.
3. i cannot live without my cellphone and MP3 player.
4. i dream of dancing with Jessica Alba for an RnB/Hiphop music video
5. i love my starbucks planner and starbucks, of course.
6. i love hangin out with my friends. (es2pidas, bok's angels, sertipayds, tres marias)
7. i always love being with my daddybebe eugene!.. :P
8. i am a Technical Support Specialist who provides email support for Linksys devices...
9. i dream of having a family in the future with my one and only bebe..
10. EUGENE PETER PALACIOS is my life! :P

..now i tag bebe, ira and sherwyn

2006-02-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

..LSS ako sa song na to...i heard this song from MYMP's concert last Feb. 3 at the Araneta Coliseum..ang ganda ng interpretation ni Juris sa song...tpos knina, I sang it sa power station when Eugene and I were having some fun sa videoke..ang ganda! i really cant relate sa song but I liked it kc ang ganda tlga!astig tlga ung lyrics ng song...

..here it goes..

Nakapagtataka

Walang tigil ang gulo sa aking pag-iisip
Mula nang tayo'y nagpasyang maghiwalay
Nagpaalam pagkat hindi tayo bagay
Nakapagtataka, oh.

Kung bakit ganito ang a-king kapalaran
Di ba't ilang ulit ka nang nagpaalam
At bawat paalam ay puno ng iyakan
Nakapagtataka, nakapagtataka

Chorus:
Hindi ka ba napapagod, o di kaya'y nagsasawa
Sa ating mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan
Napahid na ang mga luha, damdamin at puso'y tigang
Wala nang maibubuga, wala na 'kong maramdaman.

Bridge:
Kung tunay tayong nagmamahalan
Ba't di tayo magkasunduan Oh, oh.
Walang tigil ang ulan at nasaan ka, araw
Napano na'ng pag-ibig sa isa't isa
Wala na bang nananatiling pag-asa
Nakapagtataka, saan ka napunta?

Hindi ka ba napapagod, o di kaya'y nagsasawa
Sa ating mga tampuhang walang hanggang katapusan
Napahid na ang mga luha, damdamin at puso'y tigang
Wala nang maibubuga, wala na 'kong maramdaman.oohh
Napahid na ang mga luha, damdamin at puso'y tigang
Wala nang maibubuga, wala na 'kong maramdaman.
Kung tunay tayong nagmamahalan
Ba't di tayo magkasunduan Oh, oh.

2006-01-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

..been there..done that!

..bebe and i went to euro star carnival last weekend.. i think it was saturday..what i can say from our experience there was "astig tlga!suko ako sa mga rides!" almost all of the rides were 360 kya sobrang hilo kmi!konti lng ung rides pra sa adults but definitely each ride will put your stomach on your chest!as in!sobrang nkakahilo...until now, i still have an aftershock and hangover from that experience!it was really awesome and breathtaking!bebe wud like to go back there because the other ride was under repair (RANGER)..even if im in doubt in going back, i wud still want to go there because of my baby..kahit saan bsta ksama ko xa...hehe...

2006-01-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

..at last!

..i got my starbucks planner!yey!

..i have completed the stickers in exchange for a starbucks planner last dec yet it has been out of stock for a month..i was really so excited because eugene and i really spent so much for that "planner"...glad that when i went to starbucks araneta on my way to the office, i took the chance of asking if there is an available planner already...the guy asked me if i had reservation for that...and i told him "yes!"..i went last week and had my reservation there..and i got lucky because finally, yeah! FINALLY!..i got it! with a free drink of my choice!..haha!im just so happy to have it...im sure eugene will be glad if he sees it later... :)

2006-01-23T13:15:00.000+08:00

..happy monthsary bebe!!!!

..whew!it's been another month...hope we'll be stronger each day and no matter what, we'll be together as long as we love each other...

..trust is really important for a relationship to stay and grow...that's why i'm so happy bcause we both trust each other..if we have that, nothing can break us apart..

..ILOVEYOUBEBE!!!!happy monthsary!..

..hmwaahhhh...

2006-01-12T03:37:00.000+08:00

..pagod..

..this past few days, sobrang stressed out ako...ang daming klangan i-process na emails d2 sa office..tpos graveyard shift pa...sobrang pagod tlga..pero last nyt, eugene surprised me...he gave me something which i really wanted to have..it's a bag from Girbaud..it surprised me a lot coz i did not expect him to give me that but he did! and i was really happy... =) ..xempre tomorrow ill be using it...hehe..

..anyways, sad din ako kc nasira ung pinakamamahal kong mp3 player..of course i cant live w/o it next to my celfone..haay...but eugene and i are planning to buy an iPod..astig db? gusto ko lng sna khit ung Nano pero ang gusto ni eugene eh khit d colored ung screen bsta 20-40GB..ok din ung iPod Video kyalng bka madaling masira kc colored..hay...ano kya??hmmmm...kung d man kmi nmkabili ng iPod, gusto kong bumili ng MP4 player..uso un ngyon eh..hehe...ska d gnon ka-expensive unlike iPod pero xempre mas astig prin ung iPod..haay...isip ulit...

..i am also planning to rent an apartment or room..ung mlapit lng sna d2 sa office..khit sa cubao or pasig..bsta malapit sa Libis...at sna xempre mlapit sa malls...hehe.. =) niyayaya ako ni karen magcondo kyalng bka sobrang mahal at d kya ng budget...but of course, i have to ask my mom first...and 60% cguro ung agree xa..hay...buhay...gusto ko ng magresign...i have to find a job na mas magiging effective ako at xempre ung mgiging happy ako...ok lng nman skin d2 sna sa work ko kyalng ayoko na mgagraveyard shift...hay nku..almost 1 year nkong GY noh!and d na yta ko mkakatagal...pero xempre..this is the nature of my work...haayy ulit...

..dami kong updated or replybacks sa email...tapusin ko na muna... =)

2006-01-06T03:32:00.000+08:00

..currently my favorite song...

Check On It - Beyonce Knowles(feat. Slim Thug)

[Slim Thug]
You need to stop playing round with all them clowns and the wangstas
Good girls gotta get down with them gangstas
Go head girl put some back and some neck up on it
While I stand up in the background and check up on it

[Chorus]
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over and check up on it, I'm a let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, trwek it, stop it, check on me tonight

If you got it flaunt it, boy I know you want it
While I turn around you watch me check up on it Oohhh you watchin me shake it,
I see it in ya face Ya can't take it, it's blazin, you watch me it amazement.
You can look at it, as long as you don't grab it
If you don't go braggin, I might let you have it
You think that I'm teasin, but I ain't got no reason
I'm sure that I can please ya, but first I gotta read you

[Chorus]
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over and check up on it, I'm a let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
[x2]

I can tell you wanna taste it, but I'm gone make you chase it
You got to be patient, I like my men patient
More patience, you take might get you in more places
You can't be abrasive, have to know to pace it
If I let you get up on it, you gotta make a promise
That you gone put it on me, like no ones put it on me
Don't bore me, just show me, all men talk but don't please I can be a tease,
but I really wanna please you

[Chorus]
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over and check up on it, I'm a let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
[x2]

[Slim Thug]
I'm checking on you boo, do what chu do
And while dance I'ma glance at this beautiful view
I'm keep my hands in my pants, I need to glue em with glue
I'm in a trance all eyes on you and your crew
Me and my mans don't dance, but to feel ya'll bump and grind
If won't hurt if you gone try one time
They all hot, but let me see this ones mine
Its slim thug and DC outta H town

[Chorus]
Ohh Boy you looking like you like what you see
Won't you come over and check up on it, I'm a let you work up on it
Ladies let em check up on it, watch it while he check up on it
Dip it, pop it, twork it, stop it, check on me tonight
[x4]

2006-01-03T02:36:00.000+08:00

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:

..You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.

..You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.

..You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.

..You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action.

..You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

2006-01-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

..HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

..have a blessed and prosperous new year to everyone! :)

2005-12-27T05:26:00.000+08:00

..uhhhmmmmm.... :P
.. this are the keys to my heart...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

2005-12-27T05:10:00.000+08:00

..romantic kisser???well.....go go go!hehe..this is super true..

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

..hehe..this is funny...hehehe..ang kulit!sna nga true xa..but i don't need to find "my" dream lover coz i already found him... =)

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

2005-12-27T04:51:00.000+08:00

..This is the result when I took the "Birth Order Predictor"..astig nga eh...it's true..this describes me..well, not bad.... :P

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

2005-12-27T04:28:00.000+08:00

..i've tried this one during my idle time and natuwa ako kc eventhough i had a long name, this is my japanese name..ahehe...wish i was a japanese nlng pra i have a short name lang..hehe..this is the japanese name of FRANCHETTE THEA PINK...hehe..cute! :P

Your Japanese Name Is...

Maeko Kujo

..and this is my Irish name.. :P COOL!

Your Irish Name Is...

Michaela Burke

What's your Irish Name?

2005-12-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

..merry christmas!!

..having your loved ones around makes your christmas a merry one..

..and i can say that eventhough we have not had many delicious food last night for noche buena since my mom only cooks few during new year's eve, i think that having each other inside our own house makes my christmas eve complete..

..and being with my one and only bebe this christmas day completes it all..i just can't ask for anything else..it's everything to me!

..being with them is the most valuable gift i have ever received...this is my MERRIEST christmas! :P

2005-12-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

..beb, happy monthsary!!!hmwaaahhh...
..all i can say is WOW!hehe...naks!
..all i wish is that we will spend many more monthsaries together....forever..

..ILOVEYOUSOMUCH beb! and i will always love you with all my heart..

..this is our Scrapbook..both of us made it..:P ..and im looking forward creating precious memories on that book...with him..

..this song is for you..

You Are The One
by Serendipity

Another day passes by and I'm dreaming of you
And though I know it might be just a dream, dreams do come true
Somewhere, somehow I'll find you
Even though it takes all of my life

And when I'll finally do
I know inside my heart
That there could be no doubt,
I knew it from the start

You are the one
That I've been searching for my whole life through
You are the one
That I've been looking for and now that I found you
I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms
Cause you are the one

Another night spent alone I'm lying in the dark
Don't know your name but I know that voice sings to my heart
A sweet melody, A symphony of love
I know that come one day
A time for you and me
To finally meet together, Coz I know we're meant to be

Forever has been perfect
now you're here with me
here by my side
here in my arms
I'll never let you go I'll hold you in my arms
You are the one
That I've been searching for my whole life through
You are the one
That I've been looking for and now that I found you
I'll never let you go, I'll hold you in my arms
Cause you are the one

You are the one

2005-12-22T04:00:00.000+08:00

..my bebe has his blog na..it's eu_henyo.blogspot.com..check it out! :P

..i'm at work right now and answering emails from clients who need help in their Linksys devices. It's not an easy job 'REALLY'..it's hard! ang sarap magresign!waaaaahhhh!

..haaayy...IMISSMYBEBE....iloveyoudaddykoy!!hmwaahhh...

2005-12-15T05:09:00.000+08:00

..hhaaayyy....

..it's really hard to work....esp. during GY..it's like im always tired and needs a lot of rest and sleep..i am planning to resign on January but it still depends...id like to stay here in L2S for 2 years but let's see if i can still stand and handle this job..

..anyways, i got my DVD player already that's why im so happy and excited cuz i borrowed some dvd's from my friend and hope to watch it on my rest days..well..let's see...but im really happy cuz i got something from my 13th month pay!hehehe....TV is next in line...mga next year ulit...haha...

..grabe...inaantok nko....

::mode: SAD...haayy:::

2005-12-10T04:30:00.000+08:00

..i heard this song on our way to the NBC Tent last tues...i thought it was sung be Christian Bautista since they have the same voice that's why I keep on searching lyrics from Christian but I never found anything until I searched for the words form the lyrics and i found this..it's really a good song..actually, this song is for eugene...i love the lyrics and the melody of it...every word on this song is for him...esp. this line.."Everything you do makes me know how much I love you.."..i wish i cud get a copy of the song..it's really nice... :P

:::Everything You Do:::

I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes
I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny
And how the tears roll down your face
When I say no one could ever take your place

Cause baby when you sleep I watch you breathing
Baby when you dream I dream with you
Cause everywehre you are is where I want to be.. it's true
Everything you do makes me know how much I love you

The way you touch my lips right after every kiss
And softly whisper that I'm your everything
The way you pray our love won't die
Everynight just before you close your eyes

And I believe some things are meant to beSure as there is love yours was meant for me

2005-12-10T02:54:00.000+08:00

..yey!

..it's my rest day tom and im so happy..hehehhe.. :P
..last sunday, ugin and i watched "Just Like Heaven"..it's like a fairytale story...when the guy kissed the girl, she woke up from coma...such a typical love story but it's okay..enjoyed the muvi much! :)
..tom..i think i will just stay at home..it's ugin's xmas party @ Trendmicro and I don't know if we'll c each other after that..
..it's Pinoy Big Brother's BIG NIGHT tom..I'd like Cass to win because..wla lng! I just like her..I also like Nene and I think she grabs most of the public's votes but let's wait until the BIG NIGHT tomorrow.. :P
..this past few days, I've been so childish and I don't like that happening to me..it's just that there are some situations wherein I'm being too childish and very hard to understand..i also take things seriously recently..i don't know...am I stressed?? afraid?? stupid??nah!..i just dont understand..
..lately, ive been too sensitive as well..even ugin cannot understand nor handle it...
..i think the best thing to do is...RELAX...take a good sleep...breathe....that's it!don't think about anything else...just relax! :P ..ope that wud help me a lot...cuz i don't want this to happen to me anymore...

:::PLANS for NEXT WEEK:::
..shop..shop..shop...gifts for xmas... =) (*excited!*)
..for exchange gift
..buy something for vanna cuz it's her bday on the 18th.. happy bday lil sis! :)

:::ALL I WANT FOR XMAS:::
..dvd player and flat screen TV for my room
..iPod (kahit MINI lng..:P)
..new cellphone??uhhmmm...not really..
..WORLD PEACE!! =) hehe...

:::NEW YEAR's RESOLUTION:::
..buy coffee from Starbucks only once a week..(cuz im always @ starbuck almost everyday)
..get a good sleep..
..resign
..look for another job
..magdiet! my waist is 29 na yta!waahhhh.. =(
..not to be childish, immature and moody..(mahirap yta toh..tsk tsk)
..be a gud gurl...hehe...wish!

:::CURRENT MOOD: SLEEPY:::

2005-12-08T02:16:00.000+08:00

..party..

..hehe...last night, we had our Christmas party @ the NBC Tent in The Fort..It was our company's xmas party...i was one of the performers..of course I danced!that's what I really want to do..hehe...and eventhough it was my first time to wear a costume that made me uneasy since I'm not comfortable wearing such costume, I still danced with a smile on my face (with matching iling)..hehe..but I'm glad it went out good..ASTIG nga eh!..anyways, here are our pix from our party...

..this is my not-so-comfortable costume.. :P

..tres marias..maureen, sharon and me..

..my very good friend maureen...

..with my teammates..reynold and elen..Runaway Bride movie theme..

..SAT 9PM-B..

..Link2support dancers..hurray! :)

..L2S gurl dancers..

..L2S dancers..:P

..this is the rhythm of the night...yeAh!

..inside the dressing room of NBC tent..@The Fort

2005-12-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

..pagod...

..galing kmi ng megamall ni bebe...watch kmi ng "Just Like Heaven"..hmmm..ganda xa..prang fairytale ang dating!hehehe..pero ok xa..naluha ako...hehe... :P

..bumili nrin ako ng sandals and damit pra sa xmas party...grabe...saming gastos!!haaayy...ubos nnman ang pera..c bebe nga galing pa ng shift nya..GY pa...pero cnamahan prin nya ko hanggang 7pm...haayy...bait tlga ng bebe ko...kya mahal na mahal ko un eh...wla nkong hahanapin pa...

**to my bebe**
..beb, thank you po sa lahat ah!!thanks sa patience kc matagal akong pumili ng bblhin at mapili tlga ko...hehe...buti nlng nand2 ka sa tbi ko...hmwaaahhh...kahit pagod kna...cnamahan mo prin akong mamili...and iloveyou for always making me happy....hmwaahhh..thanks bebe!!i miss you na...

..work nnman...email nnman...haayy...sna wag na clang magreply...dami kong replyback!!haayy....

2005-12-03T06:22:00.000+08:00

..yey!may tagboard nko!hehe..thanks to tag-world.com..:P

..rest day nnman pero wla nnmang rest..puro nlng practice..practice..practice..haayy..nkakapagod...sna matapos na ang xmas party nmin at sna rin eh merong 14th month pay!heheheh...:P

..uy!tag lng po kyo or comment..kahit ano!

..muwah! :P

2005-11-29T23:39:00.000+08:00

from ten to one

10 IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR BAG:
1. cellphone
2. wallet
3. the spirit of moonflower from The Body Shop cologne
4. born lippy lip balm from the The Body Shop
5. my reading glasses
6. hand sanitizer from Privat Joyce
7. hanky and tissue
8. L2S ID with TrendMicro ID lace
9. mirror from my sis vanna
10. comb

9 OF YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
1. guia
2. sherill
3. esel
4. sheila
5. love
6. carme
7. maureen
8. karen
9. january

8 OF YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD:
1. Fettuccine Alfredo of Fazolis
2. Chicken mami of Dimsum and Dumplings
3. combo float of McDonald's
4. sisig of something fishy
5. hawaiian pizza of yellow cab
6. GoGo Ceasar sandwich of KFC
7. clubhouse sandwich
8. brownies

7 OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES:
1. serendipity
2. 50 first dates
3. a walk to remember
4. My Sassy girl
5. Windstruck
6. She's all that
7. My Bestfriend's wedding

6 QUALITIES YOU WANT FROM A BOY:
1. SWEET
2. thoughtful
3. may sense kausap
4. responsible
5. sensitive
6. transparent

5 CUTE GUYS:
1. eugene
2. peter
3. parreño
4. palacios
5. MY BEBE.. :P

4THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. cellphone
2. my wallet (with my ATM card of course and Power Station card)
3. MP3 player
4. hanky

3 IDEAL GIFTS YOU WANT TO RECEIVE:
1. iPOD
2. laptop
3. car keys (for CRV!) :)

2 PERSONS YOU MISS:
1. eugene
2. eugene pa rin!

1 PERSON YOU WANT TO LIVE WITH FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE:
1. obvious ba?! :P my BEBE of course..

--this message is from kArmI-- tnx!

2005-11-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

..this song is currently running in my mind...as in lagi kong kinakanta..hihi..d nman ako nanonood ng Panday pero gusto ko ung song itself..hehe.. :P

Makita Kang Muli
Sugarfree

Bawat sandali ng aking buhay
Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
San man mapadpad ng hangin
Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin
Pangako natin sa Maykapal
Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
Maghintay

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang,
Ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin makita kang muli,
Makita kang muli
Puso’y nagdurusa nangungulila
Iniisip ka ‘pag nag-iisaInaalala mga sandali
Nang tayo ay magkapiling
Ikaw ang gabay sa aking tuwina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli, makita kang muli
Makita kang muli

2005-11-28T15:06:00.000+08:00

me and my baby's studio pics..hehehe...cute! :P

2005-11-26T05:15:00.000+08:00

..REST DAY NA!..

..one week ng sumasakit ang ulo ko sa d ko malamang kadahilanan...siguro dahil malabo na raw ang mga mata ko...(sbi ni doc nung APE nmin)..kya ayun..i have to wear reading glasses na..pero cute nman ung color ng glasses eh...hehe..d mukhang nerd..kaya it's OK.. :P

..haaayy..anfg hirap magwork...daming gngwa...lalo pa ngyon..email support ako..grabe! STRESS!haayy...wla ng petix sa ofis..hehe...anyways, looking at the brighter side of it..ok nman xa kc very challenging ung workload ko...i receive emails that are hard to answer..as in goodluck sa KnowledgeBase db??pero ok lng..anjan nman c henyong Vince eh!hehe..ung PP nming super husay..hehe..

..yey!me and my bebe will see "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" tomorrow..hehe...takot..pero astig un!True story....hayy..can't wait.. :P

2005-11-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

..mahal na mahal ko to eh... :P

2005-11-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

High

By The Speaks

Will it ever be?

I’ve tried so hard to find sweet serenity

Are you still afraid?

Just close your eyes and dream, and feel it fade away.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows

When the pain fades away

And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes

You’ve got to hold your head up high….

It’s taken some time,

And I’ve given up the will to change your state of mind

Try and understand,

It’s not so hard to see that I am just a man.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows

When the pain fades away

And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes

You’ve got to hold your head up high….

Will it ever be?

I’ve tried so hard to find sweet serenity

Try and understand,

It’s not so hard to see that I am just a man.

Time won’t flow, everyone knows

When the pain fades away

And dreams won’t die, with tears in our eyes

You’ve got to hold your head up high….

..i love this song.. :)

2005-11-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

..here are some of our pics in baguio..it was really fun!i wish we were still there..not aware of the time or anything...just having fun...haayy..tpos ksama ko pa ung beb kong mahal na mahal ko..haayy...what a wonderful trip... :)

2005-11-04T04:12:00.000+08:00

..BAGUIO..here we come!..me and my bebe with my barkada are going to baguio today..i hope that it will be a one big chuva party!hehe..im so excited!lahat kmi ndi na mkatulog..ahehe..we will stay in baguio for 3 days and 2 nights..and will definitely enjoy our stay there!iniisip ko plng, ang saya saya na!hehe...

2005-10-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

..Love always finds a way..

We've said it all
A thousand times before
Been to the wall
And always found somewhere to turn
There was always more to learn
We've reached the end
And almost closed the door
And someone within
I never can remember who
All I know is that we've found
The strength to make it through
Love always finds a way
When the clouds have no silver lining
She comes thru shining
Love always sees the light
Through the darkest night
In a small way
Love always finds a way
Holding you near
After the storm has passed
It becomes clear
When all our tears have finally dried
That no matter how we fools
May try to turn the tide
And in this moments when the magic seems to fade
We must remember then that's the time to keep on
Believing and I'll be a friend
If we both trust
In what we really feel
The two of us
Can hold tomorrow in our hands
All it takes is just the faith to truly understand that...
Love always finds a way
When the clouds have no silver lining
She comes thru shining
Love always sees the light
Through the darkest night
In a small way
Love always finds a way

2005-09-07T05:55:00.000+08:00

THE GUY WHO LOVES YOU...

if he can't always see you,he will try to make himself busy,
to not have any time to remember you,because he knows,
if he did, he will keep onmissing you until he could do nothing.
The guy who loves you,can't tell you the reason why he loves you...
he only knows that, in his eyes,you are the only one.
The guy who loves you...seldom praises you...
but in his heart, you are the best,only he, knows it.
The guy who loves you...will scold or complain if you didn't reply to hismessage but others, because he cares.
The guy who loves you...only drops his tears in front of you...when you try to wipe his ears,you are touching his heart,the heart which beats for you.
The guy who loves you...will remember every word u said...even it's accidentally,and he will use the word always at the nick of time.
The guy who loves you...will not give any promise that easily,because he doesn't want to break the promise, hewants you to believe him and he wants to give youthe happiest and safest life ever after.
The guy who loves you...always tell you not to think too much,because he already plans for you...he wants to give u the best life in the future...he wants to give you a surprise...believe him that he can do it.
The guy who loves you...will go to the airport to fetch you...he won't carry a bunch of roses and callyou darling like what you expect...but he will carry your luggage andask you " why are you becoming that thin withintwo days?" with his sincere heart.
The boy who loves you...will listen quietly to you,when you are mad, and when you finish,he will say, "you still got class tomorrow,sleep earlier ..." with a smile.
The boy who loves you..,doesn't know whether to call you or not when youare angry, but he will send a message to you aftera few hours... if you ask him why that late, he willsay, "when you are angry, my explanations are allrubbish, but when you calm down, my explanationwill really work."
The boy who loves you...always call you little girl,but every time he wants to make a big decision,he will first want to hear your advice.
The guy who loves you...doesn't like little toys like teddy bears,but he will always put the bear you gavehim at his bed.
The guy who loves you,,,will apologize uncontrollably while you arequarrellingalthough you are the one who's wrong... and later,he will send a message to you saying, "baby,actually you know it's your fault, you know iturself."
The guy who loves you...while really missing you,will want to buy a bunch of roses and waitfor you stupidly under your apartment...but henever knows that what he bought are daisies.... but it doesn't matter, because in his heart, those areroses.

GALs... in love, do you think theguy who's beside you really is for real?if yes, wish you have the happiest day ever after.

2005-09-07T03:55:00.000+08:00

..just wanna add some pics here..hehe... :P

2005-09-05T01:31:00.000+08:00

..idol! :P

2005-09-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

2005-09-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

..uhhmm...i do believe in this quote..if someone really loves you then even if u turn ur back on him, he will still come back..

2005-09-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

..haaayyy.....wish....

I just had a dream that you were far away
And that someone else was in your arms today
Though I know its just a dream
Still my fear is so extreme
‘Coz I know that dreams could sometimes be so true
And I'll be blue

Then I told myself
That I will stay the same
Even if you hurt me, I will take the blame
You are all I'm livin' for
I would love you even more
I would keep the pain inside my door

~CHORUS~

It's enough for me that I have come to love you, I see
Because the heart I have could only want you
I just want you to remember
even if it takes forever

I would wait until the world is through
When all that's left is
Only me and you

Yes I told myself I'd always stay the same
Even if you hurt me
I would take the blame
You are all I'm livin' for
I would love you even more
I would keep the pain inside my door

~CHORUS~

I'll wait for you
you know its true
Until I can now be with you
When all that's left
Is only me and you

2005-09-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

..waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......antok nko sobra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2005-09-01T02:59:00.000+08:00

..waaaahh!ang tagal ng oras!!im very sleepy..zzzzzzz...this song is running in my mind now.. :P

MaLiNg aKaLa bY BrOwNmAN rEvIvAl

May mga kumakalat na balita...
Na ang misis ni kuwan ay madaling makuha
Bago maniwala magisip-isip ka muna
Marami ang namamatay sa maling akala...

Nung ako'y musmos palamang ay takot sa multo...nung ako'y naging binata sa erpat ng syota ko...ngayon ay may asawa at mayroon ng pamilya...wala namang multo kundi takot sa asawa ko...

Refrain:
Di mo na kailangan magalinlangan
Kung tama ang gagawin mo
Basta't wag kalimutan magdahandahan
Kund di sigurado sa kalalabasan...kalalabasan ng binabalak mo...

Chorus:
Maliit na butas lumalaki...
Konting gusot...dumadami....
Di mo maibabaon sa limot at bahala kapag nabulag ka ng maling akala...

Nasan na ba ako???
Kaninong kama to???
Ilang ulit nabang nagigising sa ibang kwarto
Naglayas sa bahay akala madali ang buhay
Ngayon ay nagsisisi dahil di nakapagtapos...

Repeat refrain

Repeat chorus

May mga kumakalat na balita na ang kaligtasay madaling makuha...
Bago maniwala magisip-isip ka muna
Marami ang namamatay sa maling akala...

Repeat chorus

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..hehehe..i really like the melody of this song..it's so cute! :P hehe

..hay nkoh!my 1st call tonyt was a nytmare..grabeh!he's not dat stupid nman but i was really scared of what he's talking about..that ill-call-a-lawyer-if-you-dont-replace-this-stupid-router thingy..gosh!sinira nya ang gabi ko!haayy..

..anyways, i wish true happiness for myself in the next few days..well, i look forward on having a great life... :P

2005-08-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

Take me as you are,
Push me off the road
the sadness,
I need this time to be with you
I'm freezing in the sun;
I'm burning in the rain
The silence;
I'm screaming,
Calling out your name.

And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

The calmness in your face
That i see through the night
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us
You didn't ask me why
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.

And i do reside in your light
Put out the fire with me and find
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles
That's what i'll do if we say goodbye.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be alright.

To be is all i gotta be
And all that i see
And all that i need this time
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.

She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me

She's already taken,
She's already taken
She's already taken me.

The day you said goodnight

2005-08-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

three names you go by:
1. thea
2. pink
3. theyz

three screen names you have had:
1. theyzkhulet
2. theyz_16
3. pink

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. eyes
2. smile
3. fingernails

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. legs
2. height
3. tummy

three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. ??????
3. ??????

three things that scare you:
1. losing someone I love
2. being alone
3. snake

three of your everyday essentials:
1. cellphone
2. hanky
3. mirror

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. hale
2. MYMP
3. Nina

three of your favorite songs: (i'll give 4, hehe)
1. You By Athena Cage
2. Same Ground
3. Sa Kanya By MYMP

three things you want in a relationship:
1. keeping the spark alive
2. affection
3. humor

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:
1. im a strong person
2. if i smile it means im happy
3. im hard to please

truth:
1. im a cry baby
2. im a very sentimental person
3. i am fickle-minded

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes!!
2. height
3. smile

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. watching movies
2. surfing the net
3. sleeping

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. relax
2. travel
3. cry out loud and slap him on his face to let him know how i really feel

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. IT
2. Nursing
3. Journalism

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. UK
2. Las Vegas
3. France

three kid's names you like:
1. Franchesca
2. Phoebe
3. Ashley

three things you want to do before you die:
1. travel around the world
2. bunjee jump
3. meet David Blaine

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. i play counterstrike and NBA live
2. i like driving fast when on a scooter
3. i used to wear loose t-shirts

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. i love the color pink
2. i dream of a romantic date/wedding
3. i cry when i watch movies

three celeb crushes:
1. David Blaine
2. Champ of Hale
3. Keanu Reeves

2005-08-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

..yesterday night, we've seen the movie "The Truth About Love" starring Jennifer Love Hewitt..Along with me is Maureen and Rae Arnold..The movie is about how long will you keep the guy u love and how will you test him and your relationship..I cna say that it was good and I enjoyed the movie..This is my last day of work this week so I'm so happy because I'll be having my rest days..I'm looking forward on having a relaxing day ahead..hehe..:P

2005-08-28T02:50:00.000+08:00

..this is my first post and im so excited about it.. :P ..i am currently at work now and taking calls..and im already stressed out!(sigh)..ive been on the phone for 6 hours..and i still have 2 hours to go...waaaahhh!!im so tired and sleepy..wish im at home ryt now and sleeping peacefully..(haaay)..since i wasn't able to save my picture in my profile, ill just add my photo here in my 1st post..hehehe..:P